us vs. them

hola marzo!

2005-03-02T22:14:44Z

today i ate a corn muffin with jelly. and this morning i woke up with a zit :(

beep

2004-08-26T18:35:59Z

HELLO.

I AM ALIVE.

she goes above and beyond her call of duty

2004-02-24T20:07:55Z

GOOD GOD. i haven't updated this in a hellofa long time. i have a new journal: the_frug. add me and i'll add you. i don't know what i'll do with this journal. i kind of miss it. :/

CHEERS AND THANKS.

uno

2003-10-07T06:38:35Z

sometimes i feel really left out by most of you.

beep beep

2003-10-03T18:56:44Z

leaving for jersey in about three and a half hours. have lots to do before hand like: watch general hospital. I think i might leave this journal behind for a little bit, it's been getting to me. So please refer to the new journal, most of you know it.

Sinceramente,
Dani Ohh.

school house rock

2003-09-27T07:57:48Z

(edit): [insert lots of red x's and delete entry]

title distraught

2003-09-24T03:19:59Z

There are people at all ends of my life trying to make me feel guilty for one thing or another.

(edit):
i've been really sick the past couple of days, i had a fever all afternoon into night yesterday which could be the reason i've been in such a bad mood. I'm all flemy now which is disgusting but at least i have no fever. Being sick at college is the worst feeling. : (

it's a mad mad mad mad world

2003-09-21T07:18:51Z

brooklyn is saving me and killing me all in the same hour.

stuck on band-aids brand cause germs can't stick on me.

2003-09-15T07:00:12Z

i was thinking about going home next weekend but then i remembered i don't like anyone in the greater shirley-mastic-mastic beach area. so, rock your mad weaponary.

destination unknown

2003-09-13T21:00:24Z

i want to take a holiday.

so my last day of class is december 20th and my first day of spring classes start january 17th, my proposal is to leave december 26th and for annabella (who should most likely be in jersey for christmas) to come pick me up and then we can drive out to california.

i even mapquested it:

DIRECTIONS DISTANCE

1: Start out going South on GRAND AVE toward DE KALB AVE/ DEKALB AVE (Gate access required). 0.01 miles

2: Turn RIGHT onto DE KALB AVE/ DEKALB AVE. 0.99 miles

3: Turn RIGHT onto FLATBUSH AVE EXT. 0.62 miles

4: FLATBUSH AVE EXT becomes MANHATTAN BRIDGE. 1.29 miles

5: Turn SLIGHT LEFT onto CANAL ST. 0.86 miles

6: Turn RIGHT onto HOLLAND TUNNEL/ HUDSON ST. 0.02 miles

7: Stay straight to go onto HOLLAND TUNNEL/ HUDSON ST. Continue to follow HOLLAND TUNNEL. 1.89 miles

8: Turn SLIGHT LEFT onto BOYLE PLZ/ 14TH ST. Continue to follow 14TH ST. 0.26 miles

9: 14TH ST becomes US-1 & 9 S/ US-9 S. 6.91 miles

10: Take the I-78 WEST EXPRESS exit toward GARDEN STATE PARKWAY. 0.61 miles

11: Merge onto I-78 EXPRESS LN W. 8.58 miles

12: I-78 EXPRESS LN W becomes I-78 W. 125.68 miles

13: Merge onto I-81 S via the exit- on the left- toward HARRISBURG. 37.32 miles

14: Take the US-11 exit- exit number 52- toward NEW KINGSTOWN/ MIDDLESEX/ I-76/ TURNPIKE. 0.24 miles

15: Take the PA-11 S ramp toward TURNPIKE. 0.04 miles

16: Merge onto US-11/ HARRISBURG PIKE. 0.99 miles

17: Take the PENNA TURNPIKE ramp toward I-76/ PHILADELPHIA/ PITTSBURGH. 0.52 miles

18: Merge onto I-76 W/ PENNSYLVANIA TURNPIKE W toward PITTSBURGH (Portions toll). 151.96 miles

19: Merge onto I-70 W via exit number 8 toward US-119/ COLUMBUS/ WHEELING. 363.58 miles

20: Merge onto I-465 S via exit number 90. 18.86 miles

21: Take the I-70 W/ I-70 E exit- exit number 9A-B- toward TERRE HAUTE/ ST. LOUIS/ INDIANAPOLIS. 0.23 miles

22: Merge onto I-70 W via exit number 9B- on the left- toward TERRE HAUTE/ ST. LOUIS. 213.41 miles

23: Merge onto I-55 S via the exit- on the left- toward ST LOUIS. 21.37 miles

24: Merge onto I-44 W via exit number 207/ 290C (Portions toll). 484.66 miles

25: Merge onto I-35 S via the exit- on the left- toward OKLA. CITY/ DOWNTOWN. 10.35 miles

26: I-35 S becomes I-40 W. 1216.17 miles

27: I-40 W becomes I-15 S. 72.68 miles

28: Merge onto I-10 W toward LOS ANGELES. 40.49 miles

29: I-10 W becomes US-101 N. 6.12 miles

30: Take the SUNSET BLVD exit. 0.15 miles

31: Take the SUNSET BLVD ramp. 0.11 miles

32: Turn SLIGHT RIGHT onto W SUNSET BLVD. 0.67 miles

Total Estimated Time: Total Distance: 2787.66 miles
45 hours, 7 minutes

we can do that in three days annie : )

fuck a pm

2003-09-08T04:27:21Z

FUCK a boyfriend.

life is hard, and so am i

2003-09-06T16:49:04Z

Went to my first frat party last night and afterwards headed to the bar. Could tell you everything that happend but that would be incriminating. I'll be alone all day because the girls went to the city : ( and I didn't feel up to walking around all day after a blurred night of orange vodka and jello shots. This was never a rite-of-passage i felt i needed, but it was fun, to say the least.

I don't want to be alone all day, someone come veg out with me and watch a movie.

missanthropist @ 2003-09-04T22:27:00

2003-09-05T02:27:37Z

wow, there's nothing like being with someone and feeling completely alone.

tuseday, wednesday stay in bed, oh thursday watch the walls instead"....

2003-09-04T05:34:45Z

& So, i shouldn't really complain, because I'm reading all of these entries about people going back to high school and what not and I realize I am completly better off here. Going home this weekend to whatever mess was waiting for me was enough to keep me wanting to stay away for a long time. Of course I miss the comforts, the dog in all his rights, barking at every mobile object that moves past him, the terrible excuse for a bed that's been falling apart since tenth grade, the sound of the two pairs of legs rushing up and over and down the stairs at 9 am i never wanted to see. I like the little things about living [mostly] on your own, lack of authority, lack of a responsibilty to measure up to and yet the little aspects are still what kill me. I couldn't tell you how many little things this one does or that one does that just annoy me to a point where I just want to say fuck it and go back home. I met, unwillingly two people today but they were both pretty decent as compared to some other assholes in my classes.
Ah, I have yet to mention any of my classes. I have so far had all of them except Writer's Forum which happens on friday. Science seems like a complete breeze, my professor is all about just doing group work and projects and for a three hour class that meets only once a week i'd say that that's just the kind of schedule i want to follow. Writer's Studio might be my most interesting class, it's all about workshopping and sharing your work aloud. My first assignment was to read two memiors, first one by Jeanette Witterson and the second by Jack Handy, both boring as shit, my own memio,r which is due next week is, i'm afraid, much more moody and verbose, but we'll see. Intro into world literature is a lecture class meeting for an hour and twenty minutes twice a week, its not that hard to listen and take notes kids, honestly. Critical thinking & writing, also meeting twice a week is a bit of a tease because all the books we are going to read I have previousily read I'm just not all about writing formal essays for them, but we do as we must. World Civilization, meeting once a week for two + hours, with a twenty minute tea break [no kidding] is confusing as hell and ridiculous, this might be the one where I'm like "what the fuck?" at least it's the class where he did say "come and go as you please..." And Finally, Writer's forum, in which I wish I could tell you about but I cannot. I think this will be my favorite class although it hasn't met yet and my opinion will probably greatly change. That has been things so far, I'll update later with better details of living within a residence hall and the tortures in which it involves.

Oh a slightly different note, i think my uti is getting better, no doctor necessary, hoorah.

ow : (

2003-09-02T15:27:45Z

urinary tract infections are a bitch to get rid of.

missanthropist @ 2003-08-29T23:30:00

2003-08-30T03:32:00Z

i got carded. nobody else in the joint but myself and hillary got carded. i can't sign onto aim. nobody's around. i have nobody to talk to/see and my mother just told me she never wants to hear from me again. oh, and about that making friends thing.. yeah... negative. i want to crawl up, go to sleep and not wake up. do you blame me? whatever.

catholic guilt

2003-08-28T05:45:41Z

considering the friends i've yet to make, i still have my camera phone, fuck yeah.

If you go to Pratt Institute please knock on the door of room 304 in pantas and ask for danielle. I'll be waiting, unless of course you are scared off by this face, in which i wouldn't blame you. And if any of my friends are feeling brave, please call and let me know what's been up without me around: 1718-687-5692. Au revior.

where'sa my fabrizio?

2003-08-27T03:17:37Z

Once upon a time at pratt...

ah pratt, college life, how can i describe it? let's see. it's basically high school with more attractive people who think they have really good taste in everything. I am miserable because i haven't made any friends. I left the 80's dance party, in which i was having a good time, and called every number in my cell phone book. nobody but rosie picked up but she couldn't talk. i feel more lonely here then i did at home. it wouldn't even be so bad if everyone didn't already seemed cliquey and what not. I can't wait till classes start so i have something to keep me busy rather than just be jealous and sad of everything around me. The end.

missanthropist @ 2003-08-25T23:42:00

2003-08-26T03:42:43Z

hey guess what? i hate college.

betcha didn't see that one coming.

thumbs up.

2003-08-24T16:21:41Z

yesterday was absolutely the most surreal experience/day i've had in a very long long while. Living on your own has it's charms. and i kissssssssssed a boy. the end.

!

2003-08-23T06:04:05Z

I leave in exactly four and a half hours. I am fucking excited. It's about time.

cause you're barely alive.

2003-08-22T06:40:20Z

if you want to know what it's like to be me just look at the endless amount of boxes piled up in my living room and the exorbitant amout of phone calls left on my answering machine, wishing me a very good luck goodbye. and if you're bright enough to understand the sarcasm in that last sentence, well, then you're half way there.

& the goddamn truth is...

2003-08-21T16:53:43Z

I loved you at all the wrong times.

pack those pictures away and black out

2003-08-15T14:26:11Z

The greater new york area, upstreching as far as ontario, as west as michigan were all affected by last night's black out. For fifteen hours I had to endure no hot shower / rotting food / no computer ; ( / and a brawl outside my house at around midnight with all of the neighbors involved. A bright idea from my uncle where he would get his dj equiptment out, get the strobe light, power both by a generator fueled by lawnmower gasoline and rock the entire block has just ended with my mother crying all morning. Everyone blaming her because her brother is an out of control maniac and the neighbors are complete fuckwits. Eight Days. Fuck a black out, and by the way, Fuck a shady friend. Speaking of which, can somebody tell me when it became everyones goal in life to score some pot? Fuck if i know. Eight Days. That is all.

P.S: EVERYONE THANK BECKY FOR THE NEW ADORABLE LAYOUT. K THNX & BYE.

it's friday, i'm in love

2003-08-14T17:31:25Z

nine days before i move in i finally receive my schedule. i think it seems good but i've never been to college so i don't know what is good / bad.

Monday:
Critical Thinking & Writing: 2:00 - 3:20pm
Intro into World Literature: 4:00 - 5:20pm

Tuesday:
Writer's Studio: 2:00 - 3:50pm
World Civilization: 4:00 - 6:20pm

Wednesday:
Science: 10:00 - 12:50pm
Critical Thinking & Writing: 2:00 - 3:20pm
Intro into World Literature: 4:00 - 5:20pm

Thursday:
Writer's Studio: 2:00 - 3:50

Friday:
Writer's Forum: 12:00 - 1:50 pm

(<3 to not having to take math)
Wednesday looks a little hectic but Friday, I'm in love.